Hello My Friend.

Hello internet, my old friend. Today is my Birthday so I'm making extra effort to be here.
Its been a while, I apologise for my absence. I've been meaning to come back and write, I really have but something always seemed to stop me, mostly myself. The anxiety in over thinking and doubting my writing as harshly as only I could do to myself, as I'm sure many will agree, we are own worst enemy's and critics.

But I'm here now and that is all that matters. For once in a long time I am motivated to write and I want to continue to write as often as I can. Writing is the only thing I really feel passionate about and makes me happier than I can put into words. It just feels good, exceptionally good.

As I mentioned at the start, today is my Birthday. I haven't really done anything to celebrate my Birthday because I really couldn't think of anything I wanted to do. In the days leading up to my Birthday I had begun to think long and hard about myself and what I want in life. I have felt sad that besides my degree, I have yet to really accomplish anything I truly want in life. I want many things in life, I want to do many things and yet I'm nervous, I hinder myself then feel despair that I'm running out of time to do anything at all that I want to accomplish. It sort of turns into this awful unproductive circle of both not getting what I want neither doing what I want but then feeling horribly as though its too late.

Now that my Birthday has come, I want to forget all my insecurities and think as little as possible. I'm making a promise to myself to write. I want to fill this Blog with writing about everything that interests me in life and hope that in doing so I can share my interests with many others.

I'm not sure what direction this Blog will take but I hope for a better future being able to express and enjoy writing and encourage other interesting opportunities. I welcome everyone that will bear with me and read my Blogs content, I thank you wholeheartedly and welcome you to this Blog.
(I apologise for any awful grammar in this post and future post, I promise I will do my best to improve.)

Take care*~